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2009-04-16T09:27:00.000-07:00

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2009-02-25T05:06:00.000-08:00

TATA~! im back!!!
ok la.. this blog is dead la.. doesnt mean i abandoned it wor... fret not! from april onwards... im comin back more frequently... yes... no y? cuz i will have a notebook.. ahaha... thats great... computer again!! woohoo... lalala....
now graduate from bt view le wor.... accepted by sp de digital media....
haix.. dunno got make rong choice anot leh.. cuz poly life... b4 my o lvl.. wasnt in my choice of list at all... now going poly le.. dunno will like it anot leh... cuz its sch of presentation.. anything got to do with presentation can kill me...argh.. somemore presentation is a part and parcel in poly ... stand a part in exam results.....oh man.. kill me pls...
though i still have my doubts abt poly.... i will try... cuz jc life i sure die.. my result go there suffer onli.. haix... now no more class.. no more teachers... no more uniform.. so unused... wear uniform for so long liao...
now workin.. at coronation plaza.. as a cashier in ntuc fairprice....
i tell u.. its shit being a cashier there... cuz coronation plaza is surrounded by rich ppl... all those tai tai and big shot ppl will come... and y shit? cuz they treat use like maids... crap man.. and wad... they dun pay money... they throw... throw those member cards and money on the table... shit them man... got money big ah... no respect.. how ur parents teach u one.. i think their parents also like that... nb.... eat shit la.. have to see ppl face to work..
one good thing.... the place like my house... cuz onli some place authourise staff then can enter.. haha.. walk in and out freely.. some place cannot enter... i walk in ppl stare at me.... haha.. they think i walk into the wrong place... another good thing is.. u deal with thousand dollars alone.. though the money not mine.. ahaha.... nv get into contact with so much money b4.... $.$ then when i walk into the counter.. ppl look at me and give that u-r-a-cashier? look... wad sia.. young cannot handle with money ah... sometime those parttime wearin home clothes often get bully.. they think we r new then bully us... cb... scared wad... humph....
anyway.. got time check me out there... woo.... better not... dun wan see familiar faces there.. i paiseh sia.. LOL
ahaha.. i think thats it... at rachelle house usin her com.. usin it for hours le... think i disturbin her family.. abt to go...
ok tata~ next time blog again..

2007-12-30T02:42:00.000-08:00

BOOOOOO~!
im back! back to da rescue!
er... nono.... just to update for the sake of updatin...

cuz its like dead?
no... i know its dead...

2 month never touch com... now so unfamiliar with it...
no.. its not my com.. im usin esther's.. wahaha....
no.. not to use her com... is to do project...
no.. haven finish the project... just slackin...
yes.. i dunno wad to write....
yes.. i no im writin crap....

told ya... update for the sake of updatin...
one things to complain...

I HATE HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENT!!!!! GRAAHHHH
holiday assign sucks...
it makes me sick...*pukes*
i will clear the mess up later...

wahhhhh... got absolutly nothin to write....
oh yah.... school's opening... oh no.. i feel sick again...
school~*faint*
yeah.. i got a job durin the holidays.... im about to get my pay!!!!! money money money.... its a fat new year.... new year still got angpao money.... oh so loaded.... but fret not... i will still pretend im poor.. yes i am...
a new year stands for wad?
stands for?
remember?
YOU DONT?!
HOW DARE U!
its my BURSTDAY!!!!
my burstday is comin!!!!!
and it stand for wad?
im gettin older... bohoo....
but i can watch nc 16... wahahaha.....
ok.. my post is abit...
abit....
lame...
well nvm..
as long as i update...
good! updated...
its not dead!
ok... one more day t0 2008.
have a happy new year!
hip hip hurrayyy~!
tata

2007-10-27T23:00:00.000-07:00

I AM FINALLY ABLE TO BLOG!!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!

finally.... my time to post my blog...

so many things happened....

but i dun think i can pen it all down....

just write some recent ones...

i've improved in my exam...GOOD.... but still not to wad i expected ...BAD....

but still... there is still improvement.. im harpi!!! yayyyyy~

well any way......
wait....

i have got alot of things to say.... but suddenly forgot wad to write.....

grrrrr...

but my time is tight... cuz this com dunno when will have problem and will hang suddenly.. so i cannot spend alot of time here coz i still have to deal with 3e5 blog.... i have to put 2e5 blog aside first.... cuz i reli got too many to handle now.... so long as i finish all the other blogs first... then i can go on to 2e5... so.. guys.. can wait? im tryin my best already....

say until 3e5 blog... I RELI RELI HATE MR PLUTIAN!!!!!!he totally messed up my day..... just to track that bastard down.. i wasted my precious time to search for him!!!!!! i din managed to.. coz i lost both username and pass for the cbox... i feel like stranglin myself.... grrrr....
wad the fuck... by just by typin till here... this stupid com already hang for 3 times!!!!!... heng the blogger can save the previous post as drafts.. or not i won be able to retype my post for 3 times .... by that time i will be soooo fed up that i have already smashed up my com..... tsktsktsk...
so to prevent it gettin hang again.. i think i better go do my things then postin....
finally i post!!!! yay~
oh yah.. i changed my song... i love this song man.... i recently watched full house that my darlin mother lend me.... SO DARN NICE!!!!!! i heed her advice by watchin full house first b4 watchin that princess hours part two.... that goong S.... and now im crazy over <> and <> freakin nice... y when this shows are very popular and yet i din take notice of it? and now after so many years then i come through this shows.... i must be more alert now to look out for more shows.....
so now i will be busyin to look for blog skin for 3e5.... thats the thing first... after dealin with 3e5 blog.. i will deal with 2e5 blog..... and then my blog....
so if ya got any blogskin at hand.. maybe u can make it an optian for 3e5 blogskin..
thats all for now... im in hurry to look for blogskin....
off i go~
tata~

2007-08-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

I WAN TO BLOG!!!! I WAN TO POST MY BLOGGGG..I WAN TO POST 2E5 BLOGGIE...I WAN TO POST 3E5 BLOGGIE... MY SHITTY COM EVERYTIME HANG!!!!! SUCK LAAA....SOMEBODY LEND ME THEIR COM!!!! IF U WAN ME TO DO THOSE UPDATIN OF E5'S BLOG!!!!! VOLUNTEER TO LEND ME UR COM!!!

i just need update on blogs......
sorry for not being able to update...
my blog is dead....
i will find time to revive it....
sorry for not being able to post on e5 blog...
for not bein able to do my job...
stop tryin to hurry up on my postin...
i was unable to...
wo wu neng wei li....
unless u provide me a com and few hours....
i m tryin my best!!!!!!

tata~thats all... goodbye sayonara...
will post when my com dun hang....
it will be very soon....
~vanish~

2007-08-06T08:22:00.000-07:00

sooooo long never post liao.... gort ALOT to say.. but i just cut it short... and just simply share somethings here coz i have to treasure the time while i can use... later hang again then its another week or more then i can come online....
my shitty com sucks la..keep hangin.... old liao.... tsktsk....
recents things... hmm.... yes.. kinda lookin forward to the BBQ at shen house... very lookin forward.. its another outin for our long lost 2e5!!!! hardly can get together again.. seems like we drifted apart... so hope that we can have fun on that day.. everybody.. i hope u guys will get hyper on that day.. be enthusiatic.. dun go there wil long face and dampen everybodies mood... just put everything aside and play... woooo.. just . try not to reject the fun that we r havin...please... hardly can we organise 2e5 outin again.... ya.. so do treasure...
this time got more ppl goin... the last best successful is around 26... this time its 28-9... some improvement... ppl..pls dun back out at the last min... that is not a cool thing to do....so yah....awaitin... disappointed with those who din wan to go.. thoe cannot go i also got nth to say.. hais...
so many things.... common test..osl... school... home...
but i'll just make this post short in case my com go berserk again...
i just went around listenin for songs... so wanted to share....
under the sea.. u no.... lol... childish right.. but so long never hear already.. and i find the lyrics kinda cute.... so intro to ppl who is bored right now...

We're steppin' in, we're not steppin' out.
We are going to step aside, let A*Teens pick up the style.
Ah! Show them it!

The seaweed is always greener,
In somebody else’s lake.

You dream about goin’ up there....
But that is a big mistake

Just look at the world around you;
Right here on the ocean floor:

Such wonderful things surround you;
What more are you lookin’ for?

Under the sea, under the sea
Darling it’s better
Down where it’s wetter,
Take it from me.

Up on the shore they work all day,
Out in the sun they slave away

While we're devoting
Full time to floating
Under the sea.

Huh, we're gonna make it so. Watch out!

Down here all the fish are happy;
As off through the waves day roll...

The fish on the land ain’t happy;
They're sad 'cause they in their bowl.

The fish in the bowl are lucky,
They're in for a worser fate...

One day when the boss get hungry...
Guess who's goin’ be on the plate?

Under the sea, under the sea
Nobody beat us
Fry us and eat us in fricasee...

We're what the land folks love to cook,
Under the sea we off the hook,

We got no troubles life is the bubbles

Under the sea, (under the sea)
under the sea, (under the sea)

Since life is sweet here
We've got the beat here naturally(naturally)...

Even the strugeon an' the ray,
They get the urge an’ start to play,

We got the spirit,
You got to hear it under the sea (under the sea)...

The newt play the flute
The carp play the harp
The plaice play the bass
And they soundin sharp.
The bass play the brass
The chub play the tub
The fluke is the duke of the soul
(oh yeah)

They ray he can play
He lings on the strings
He trout rockin’ out
The blackfish she sings
The smelt and the sprat
They know where it’s at
An’ Oh. That blowfish blow

Under the sea, (under the sea)
Under the sea, (take it from me)

We're what the land folks love to cook
Under the sea we're off the hook

We got no troubles life is the bubbles,
Under the sea

Under the sea, (under the sea)
under the sea, (under the sea)

When the sardine
Begin the beguine it’s music to me...

What do they got, a lot of sand
We got a hot crustacean band

Each little clam here
Know how to jam here under the sea (under the sea)

Each little slug here
Cutting a rug here under the sea (under the sea)

Each little snail here
Know how to wail here
That’s why it’s hotter under the water
Yeah, we in luck here
Down in the muck here under the sea!! (Woo!)

another song from the same artist... which i loveeeeee alort... it nice...(to me)

(might have alittle prob with this...have to refresh or sth)

When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
could you forgive and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

You and me
we shared a mystery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night

chinese song(i LOVEDDDDDD it ALORT)

丢掉手表丢外套
丢掉背包再丢唠叨
丢掉电视丢电脑
丢掉大脑再丢烦恼
冲啥大冲啥小
冲啥都有人唱反调
恨得多爱得少
只想越跳越疯
越跳越高把地球甩掉
一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要
委屈自己一秒
一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球地球甩掉
只要越跳越高
丢掉手表丢外套
丢掉背包再丢唠叨
丢掉电视丢电脑
丢掉大脑再丢烦恼
野心大胆子小
跳舞还要靠别人教
恨得多爱得少
只想越跳越疯
越跳越高把地球甩掉
Come on

so i shall stop at 3 first...
finally blogged...
i guess i will be another week or so b4 i could post again..
wahaha
tata~

when it doesnt belongs to me..
it never will be...

2007-07-15T11:30:00.000-07:00

so long never post le.. now also cannot post much.. so just to say i will update da blog soon.. coz my com always hang and pissed me off.. even if i can come online... i always dun have da time....
i have got so many to say... but no time to post....
so post next time...
time to go~
tata~

2007-07-08T12:30:00.000-07:00

a song my sister introduced to me... fall in love once i heard it.. so nice.. its in the play list...
nabei.. ytd i was suppose to go osl newspaper collection.... i made two alarms... and guess wad... i still overslept!!! too tired already... both alarms rang and i continue sleepin ...we were suppose to meet at 8 90... i 9 then wake up.. 10 then reach.... heng teacher din say anything... and i also dun have to do anything... just wait for the ppl to bring down newspaper... whaahaha.... other classes doin CIP.. so the osl onli have to watch them collect.... waahahaha.... no la.... still very tirin downstair.. have to help stack up thing.... still have to carry a very very very large tv set and we need almost 5 to collect it..... 2 ppl cant even move it.. onli can slide the tv.. i guess the bottom of the tv kena slide until spoil liao..... and WTF LAAAA..... when the ppl came to collect they say the tv wasnt in any use!!! walan.. make us carry downstairs then say nobody wan buy..... but in the end they brought it back to see if the others wanted.... so heavy.. if they say they dun wan then im goin go crazy... waste my time for that tv....
ytd saw the previous campus supestar champion at the mrt!!! he was goin to wm i guess...n i was so over him... i mean excited la....i dun like him though... and my fren say i was too overreacted.... where got.... my reaction is consider normal liao lor... just cant imagine i would see the person personally... he look so normal.... just like a human being... but i just cant help noticin a superstar walkin in front of me like there nothin new.... there is somethings to be happy about..to me a superstar is somebody that is inside a tv.. behind a screen... where u onli can see but not touch...where u will never get to see in real life... so .....superstar gets me goin... and we made eye contact... WAHAHAHAHAHA...... shuang.... phewww....
nowadays my com reli got prob.. so dunno when and wad time i would get to be online... so faster use it whenever i got the time... but i guess thats all i have to say....
tata~ fuck school man.. tml have to go school early again.... fuck.
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for my own reference...
the lyrice of the song i wanted to recommend... listen to it!

Woke up today, thinkin of you
Another night, and i made my way through
So many dreams, still you're left in my mind
But they can never come true, ooh yeah
I press rewind, i remember when
I close my eyes, and im with you again
But in the end, i can still feel the pain
Everytime i hear your name

[chorus:]
The sun wont shine since you ran away
Seems like the rain's fallin everyday
There's just one heart where there once was two
That's the way it's gonna be
Until i get over you

Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and i thought you were there
I run away but i just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that i could have you here

[chorus]

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can i run so i won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

2007-07-06T23:00:00.000-07:00

dammit... im still in a holiday mood.....
how i wish i can have as long as a 6 month of holiday.....
i just feel so tired..... everyday have to wake up so early and have so many homework to rush and test to do... few days ago have to wrap up presents.... and decorate it.... just buyin it after a dance practice which ends at 6... its already 9pm after i reached home.. and i tot its compulsory to give it the next day... and i had it half done ONLY at 2 30am... which mean i could onli get at least a three hour sleep coz i have to wake up at 5 30... but just so suay i overslept and woke up after 6.... wad a day....and the lesson after that r so blurrish to me.. and i look sleepy... no energy even if i had filled my stomach.... i m gonna try not to work until so late again.. but jus ytd i sleep at 1 30am.. which gave another one hour... 3 days added up.. we should get at least 16 hours for a healthy sleep.. but i onli had 7... which is worst... not even half the time... siannn... so the test i've done r all rubbish.....
god.. i have the temptation to eat dessert right now.... its so hot nowadays.... not much difference in the night.... booo.... mid year sucks.... hottest month of the year..
tml have newspaper collection.. sian.... and many ppl r backni out suddenly.. but i guess i still have to stick to it... onli if a person accompany me..
nth much to say.. i guess thats all....

2007-07-05T23:30:00.000-07:00

few days ago actually wanted to post abt the outin... but went back and was very tired.. had to use the com with half closed eyes.....first time in my life did i ever let down my hair when goin out... so i din being myself and felt weird all along... weirrddd.....

well any way... it look kinda "old" mention by someone... so sad.. but any way..its my first initial and i guess im fine with that.. so long as i wasnt laughed at....

went to dhouby ghaut(wrong spellin) to plaza sing ... not there but at another shoppin centre which is few walks away.... first time went there.... and firstly went to buy the movie tickets.. the show was 2.30 but that time was like 11 plus.. have to slack for 3 hours(faint)....so went to the dunno coffee where... those expensive hardly able to afford coffee restaurant.. without any important matter.. i hardly will step into it... so the rich kids like lifang and wilson plus esther wanted to drink coffee thus we went there...

then went makan makan...growl.... i was almost dyin of hunger.. coz the food court there got nothin i like... and im on hard cash too....booo..... so all day long i onli had few sip of coffee.. few mouth of oyster mee and half hot dog bread.. and i have to tolerate it until 7... (faint again)

ahhhhh... the movie damn nice... the girl who leapt through time.... FULL MARKS.... though not the endin i wan to see.... its like those anime movie like spirited away and howl's moving castle... damn nice.... no wonder i like anime so much... simply lurve them.... then went arcade and played the basketball.... so fun.... throughout the day.... so tired tooo..... that the report for ytd...

some picture gonna upload.... its abit weird... even i feel that too...so i chose those "better lookin" ones...heng some of them r blurrr...i thank the phototakin men....

on tuesday got youth day... kaopei... youth day still make the lesson normal.. have to stay at school until so late even if its youth day.... no difference lor... walan... wed have to go back dancin... syf dance that we practice for month.. and now almost the whole dance group forgotten their steps... that includes me la.... seriously... when the dance group hand to our batch... sure need to close de.... have to maintain our standard for the upcomin performance... i find it rather.... difficult.... no... its impossible..... booo.... i wan the seniors back... we cannot handle such responsibility.. we had let down all our seniors... booohoo... and after months of no stretchin... all of us r back to the square ones.... the rubber band went back to its original shape... i needa go improve on it too....

tml got sport heat...in the past always e5 win.. and i hope this year's the same..... i pray... lets hope for tml.....

i have so little things to say now.... i dunno wad to talk abt.... maybe some other day then.. its a tirin week afterall...

tata

yay!yay!yay!

i gotten back my handphone!

its MY handphone!

i finally had it back!

2007-07-01T11:30:00.000-07:00

GRAHHHHH... WHERE THE HELL IN THE EARTH CONTAINS AT LEAST SOME FAIRNESS FOR ME?
guess wad....I WAS SUPPOSE TO GET BACK MY HP ON FRIDAY..... just becoz she is BUSY doesnt means that she can drag for THREE MORE DAYS B4 RETURNIN IT TO ME.... WAD THE HELLL.... NOT FAIR LA....
god... i m beginin to hate the fuckin school more than eva.... at first i had my anger down... i browse through sb blog and saw that person mentionin a unreasonable parent who wanted to get back their child handphone... and keep on sayin the bad side.... it our handphone... we bought it with our own money... not theirs.... if that person simply hate such troublesome matter... y cant the school simply allow handphones.... still dare complain ... kao.... is there such thing that we can report to the police for ppl takin our handphone without askin for OUR consent and sayin that its their right to have the handphone confiscated?! fuck them laaa....that is consider takin it and pointin it out sayin its their right...y not i just take their handphone and say its my right coz school doesnt allow handphones.... their r abusin their priorities just becos they r HIGHER than us.... students doesnt have the right to be respected? where got such things one.... u confiscated it and after the time of confication is up... u simply say u r busy and find u ANOTHER DAY.... 3 more days.... 3 MORE DAYS... r u goin to fill up the extra time u taken? hell... school rules got say can add more days of confiscation ah....walan.... seems like i m makin a big fuss.... but it just boils my ANGER....confiscatin onli MY hp is already unfair to me... now even add more days... SIMPLY SHOWS THAT IT MORE UNFAIR!!!! shit u la....cb.... my handphone or ur hp now... it my right or ur right now.... i got the right to get it back immediately on the day of retunin it back la....too much sia.. doesnt mean u r the ******** means u got the right to do wad u wan.....
bullshit....
i hate u....
booooooooo~
the worst school i seen..

it harder to communicate nowadays..... i cant find at least sb to spill my problem.... i dun need so many.. just one.. one that can be trusted.. the stress is so intense now... can i somehow dun study? we live to be happy.... if it already killin me... wads the point of livin.. i guess there is no way better if i grown up... growin up is worst.... we have to deal with more things....the whole journey of my life is so miserable... doesnt seem like i can find any happiness by stressin out myself to the extend that u cant even control it or being urself... that isnt life.... i hatelife... and if there is a point of choosin to be born..i would choose not to... though at least if we r born we can see the world... but i dun have the energy to stress myself up in order to live on earth....then i rather not see the world... i m just too lazy and worn out to see more of it.... tired of it.... wad the point of livin if i cant be happy.... bull shit... i guess i m talkin nonsense again .
i need a tutor cum councillor+somebody that realise my importance...
wads life?
tell me.

im so stress out...
school is killin me...
btvss sucks...
express stream sucks more....
boooooo

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OH RIGHT...
A HAPPY 15th BURSTDAY TO ESTHER TAY!!!!!

Found the jj lyrics for my own reference:)
绝对的完美一双手
不流汗也不发抖
交叉在微笑的背后
暗藏危险的轮廓
在你最放松的时候
绝不带着任何感情就下手
从来不回头
开始的感觉不会痛不会痛
放大的瞳孔就像作梦
幸福的错觉很温暖很包容
也许还期待
这是致命的冲动你不懂我不懂
究竟杀手为什么存在
因为爱还是未知的未来
心情放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
数着心跳等待
所有念头全抛开锁进来进来
这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱全世界都不明白
心情放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
感觉饥饿难耐
需要你填满空白锁进来进来
这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱只有你明白

wow... this website got all of jj lin's new album song...
http://91f.org/lbgq.asp?music=237848,237849,237850,237851,237852,237853,237854,237855,237856,237857,237858,237859,237860

2007-06-23T12:30:00.000-07:00

so long never update.. coz no time... and all the time at lifang house doin work.. muwhaha....got aot of things to update...but now in a rush too so cannot type all i want...i have to recall then post next time... lol...
Rating advise: No children under 15.

And Strictly no parents beside.

(or not they will think u watchin porn)

best thing is.. try not to watch :D

arg... the anime photos so damn cool lar... no wonder i like anime so much.... lol.. anime pictures rocks...hah...*drool* i love such animeeessssss.....

this one have almost the same pic... so dun needa watch...

ok.. there is reli alot of thngs to say but no time to blog...
skip all those old things first..
say abt the recent ones....
it so weird to have a male barber... i mean its usual... but its the first time a guy barber do my hair.... so weird.... so gan ga(embarrassin) i hate(ok thats a strong word) i only dun like and not comfortable with male touchin my hair.... wats more.... it was touched from the hair root to the end.. he did all the washin for me too... gosh... i tot the onli time guys can touch(or wash) is girls or bf... a stranger groomin my hair.. first and never-to-be-forgotten expierence la... so paiseh...i hope to never see him again....arhhhhh....
ok nevermind.. i guess i have to stop here....no time left
i still have my holiday assign not done!!!!curse the teachers....
tata~

new hairstyle

i dun feel like im me

i feel werid

boo..

2007-06-16T11:30:00.000-07:00

ok.. few days never update coz everytime i touch this come for 10 mins... then came my grandma through the door... and i have to shut down frantically....-.-... fuck her man.. i HATE her.... ytd wanted to go out.. she say have to sweep the floor b4 i go out.. then when i wanted to sweep.. i din notice that she is goin to do prayin.... and she fuckin scold me laaaa.... and of coz i talk back.. then she say i have to scrub the kitchen flooor.. damn her man... y must everyday do house work.. we her maid ah.... kao bei....
nevermind.. talk abt ytd.. ytd went out to lifangs house.... at first wanted to do the physics project.. but in the end never do... coz i was busyin usin the com and stuffin myself with food.. coz lifang keep givin me food from japan.. all never try b4.. all so nice la..... walao.. japan so fun... too bad i poor cannot afford to go... and the food were all very nice.... and her mother also cook alot of food.. at first go there empty stomach.. then go home with stomach poppin out.....
then reli la.. go other places i totally got no motivation.. u no wad... coz a home that i have been livin for 15 years is so borin so it doesnt attract me to go explore... but go other ppl house i go so much things to look... the scenery and the houses... it just keep me busy.... when i wrote one word in the holiday assign... i started to get distracted from her house..and i just put down my pen and stood up and went to look..... oh my god. i m never gonna go other ppl house do work anymore.. coz in the end i done NOTHIN... nothin at all... while lifang was very concentratin coz she say i gave her the motivation..-.- no way m i goin other ppl houses to do work..... again!
so first time went there and kinda have fun.. stay until 7 sia.. they r just so fortunate.. got so many things to eat.... boohooohooo... while mine got none....
ok nvm.... thats all i have to say... coz i dunno wad else to post...
tata~

i never ever gonna forgive the six person
wait till u see...

2007-06-14T11:30:00.000-07:00

i wanted to post ytd.. but my grandma stayed at home the whole day.... and we quarrel.. yes.. and i guess there will be a cold war now.... i fuck care her la... tsk...
ok.. tuesday was reli a day for refreshin time... first went to library.. to copy homework... haha... ok thats visible..lol ... lol.. first time went to 3e5 self study group.. and i finally done some homework..... though very little... it was fun copyin and i hope to go again... onli if there is NO revision time. i hate revisin..... boooo..... after that went kfc... god.. so long nv eat laaaaa....
then we went osl..... ok thats so embarrassin .. i have to show my workpiece to the whole osl members.... and guess wad .. they spotted errors and i have to redo the whole thing again... though i have to transfer the picture into and A4 size... its more tough coz i have to do agarlation so that it can fit in words..... god... i have to redo... it take one day u no... nvm.. i shall sacrifice myself.. mwuahaha.... i din no the newspaper collection is held at SO many places.... 4 or 5 more time more than this years cip... how can u expect onli 30 ppl to go so many places.... erm.. maybe can.. but it takes quite some time... and i hope it will be fun too.. yea..lookin forward .. then it was time to choose group that we wanted to help in fund raisin... i choose to do movie marathon.. its like quite fun and we can watch free movies!!!!! coz we r suppose to supervise the ppl that r watchin the movies inorder to minimise ppl litterin everywhere... it new to me coz it first time i do such fund raisin in school....yay.. free movies.... shhh..... lol... it will be a great one and i hope ppl will support!!! there r so many movies to choose of... great... pls support!!!
then after that i went bugis with david.... it quite late but i still wan to go coz i wan to go out!!!! we went to power hub to get david's camera memory card.... and I SAW A CHEAP AND NICE MP3 which look like ipod .. and i m determined to buy it!!!! yes i m..... then we went to look for jacket.... and i have options...now i guess coz due to lack of money i have to put aside the jacket coz i seriously lack of money if i buy the mp3... ok... nvm.. i m goin to think of ways ... then we went around shop shop.. god .. i m not gifted for shoppin coz my legs ache faster than girls.... for no reasons ... normal girls can shop hours and hours and i reli wonder how they can tolerate the pain.... or i m the abnormal one.. sometimes i do pity guys who have to shop with girls... lol... and when we r in the mrt station goin home .. we din no it was already 7pm and thats wasnt the time we plan to go home...i was very shock... but i cant do anything....
and finally home sweet home.....
i guess my father is goin to buy new handphone for me... he actually was thinkin of buyin for himself but he find it quite unfair coz he bought one for my sister and if he bought for himself then i dun have... but i dun mind without a new handphone la seriously.. i rather let him save the money for himself coz i dun find it unfair... i m happy with the handphone i have now... i just hope to get the mp3... mwuahaha.... ok thats all.
tata~

im gonna but a mp3!
im gonna buy a mp3!
im gonna buy a mp3!
and maybe get a new handphone!
im just so fortunate...
but i find it scary!!!!

2007-06-11T23:30:00.000-07:00

Lol... just now went to moninet and to view more of BL photos.... gosh... now the interest of BL returns!!!! i love BL so much.... its damn cool la.... at first wanted to post some pic here.. but i think it will gross ppl out.. so i changed my mind... LOL.... some ppl cannot accept such things so i rather not put.. mwuahaha.... and..... i lurvted BL...
i found out theres some unhappiness among top bloggers.... and it attracts me to see them quarrel.... and i use around 40 mins and view wad r the quarrels abt... lol... i support the younger one!!! that older one is a bitch... and i agree.... lols... ok u might not no wad i m talkin... very random post....
i have reali thinkin and daydreamin alot.. i think i think too much and i need go out and refresh myself... hope tml will be a good refreshin time... i wan to stay out tml..but i guess i nobody is gonna accompany me... i think too much....
i have been callin my mummy.. and she doesnt pick up... maybe she doesnt wan to.. or maybe she is busy... or maybe she is overseas.... and i hope it will be the third guess....tsk... i just wanna go out with her.....
i dunno y i have been bothered by some stuff and i dunno wad r the stuffs that bothers me.... ahh.. part of them must be holiday assign.... yay!!! somebody also din touch holiday assign like moi!!! and i m kinda glad.... but its not enough....
and i have time for today usage of com.. nobody is at home!!!! but it is still dangerous... have to be alert.... nothin much to say.....i just wanna go out....
i guess ppl came without taggin moi!! boohooo!!! ahah... nvm...

i just wanna go out!
but y it seems so difficult?
i guess everything is changin for me.
And i dunno wad i wan.

2007-06-10T12:00:00.000-07:00

WHO GOT WATCH TO GET UNSTUCK IN FULL TIME ?
this show is held every weekday 10 pm in channel U.....
its very nice!!!!.. thks to esther's intro..... and y m i talkin abt this? coz my pro sister found the song theme... she told me that there is a song to let me hear... the startin of the song already attracts me into thinkin where have i heard this sooo familiar song.... then i can recall that it is the theme song of get unstuck in time full which i will always watch without fail.... wad the hell.... and now i have brought this subject up.. i wan to say that the mornin sir is damn innocent and handsome laaaaaa... wakao.... and that ah shan is damn opstimic abt life...like her alot... though she is gonna change if i watch it on monday.... the whole destiny have been changed and i HATE it.... walao.. at first their relation r already so good.. y the hell that mornin sir go and change it... tsk.... then its gonna end on THURSDAY!!! WAD THE HELL.... i wan to watch more of it laaaaa....grrr..... i have the song in the playlist 3rd track.... lol.... love that song soooooooo much....
and tuesday have the osl camp meetin.... kinda lost interest.. coz nothin interestin to do.... but i m still gonna go!!!! and i reli hope ..ahmitahbah... that i m able to go out with moi mummy!!!!!!!! puhhhhleassssssssssss........ lol..... so draggy.. coz i got alot of things to say but dunno how to put it into words.... ppl dun do ur holdiay assign!!!!! coz i dun wan to have peer pressure that u guys have done half of it when i done none..... i dun wan that kind of motivation... so scary..... no everytime wan to use the com.. i m so afraid that my grandma will anytime come into the house and catch me red handed and band us from usin the come for the rest of the years... damn... y do i have such a scary grandma when other ppl can have fun with theirs? ROAR >.< i have such a tough life..... cough cough...... boooooo......
ok i think thats all coz i reli fear that she will appear behind me so i m not gonna waste time and use the full time that i have now....... thats alll tata~

i simply lurvted the theme song of to get unstuck in time full!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i simply onli tiny miny wishy that i can go out with oi mummy!!!!!!!!!!
i pray i pray and i pray....

2007-06-09T12:30:00.000-07:00

ytd wasnt able to post.. today wanted to blog abt something.. but still unable to post.. so i can onli write this crap to make me feel that i have posted.... lol... ok lame shit me... i finally have things to do now.. and i m beginning to get busy....
and.. i onli wan to go out with my mummy... wads wrong with that.. just let me have those passports.. bitch..... arg....tell me how to steal passport that is kept in a locker thats is locked with her checkin that locked locker everyday? even my father dun wan to help.... booohoooo..... i wan the passport....y goin overseas with my mother is so tough!!! boohooo~!!!
ok nvm... ppl think.... tell me how to get my passport....
nah.... nvm.... lol.. thats all... a very quick post coz somehow in a rush
tata~

i only wish to go malaysia with my mother!!!
let me have the passports!!!...

2007-06-07T11:00:00.000-07:00

suddenly i feel like buyin alot things for myself.... and yet i DUN have the money.... tell me how to get money resource... i need money!!!!!
freak... i m so bothered abt holiday assign.... not even one done la... crap .
grr....how i hope the holiday assign would just disappear..... and i hope my brain will stop workin for now.... i have lotsa things to do....and i lack of time.... now is already the 2nd week of june.... so fast.... i dun even remember how i spent for the last 2 weeks.... this holiday is gonna be a waste.... i wan to chiong all the homework .. but whenever i look at them .. i tend to feel sleepy.... grrr.... tell me wad to do?
its gonna be a short post coz i have run out of things to say... lol...
real short..... thats all....
tata~

know wad?
i reli hate holiday assign..

2007-06-06T13:30:00.000-07:00

ok... time to talk abt the 2e5 outin ytd.... i was lookin forward to it... coz find sakura nice.... and with 2e5 ppl.... its the first outin for 2e5ian this year....
not bad .. 15 ppl.... almost the same as last years.. satisfied with the amount of ppl... so long it is more than last sakura's outin... and i find it worth... there r reli alot of varieties.... lots... and by addin them up together.... it is already more than $20.... seriously more then... for onli those who can eat alot... sad to say for those who cant eat that much... its kind of a waste... the food there.. omg.. so damn nice.... though its not as good as the jurong's... it nice and its not everyday that we can eat that kind of food... b4 critcisin the food is not very nice... think if its was the food bad or u simply dunno how to **********.. i dun like ppl sayin the food is not as good as whose and whose has a better food.... we are here to EAT not to talk abt food... it just turns ppl appetite... totally.... if were r already there.. just appreciate that we have such food in front of us.. that we r actually able to eat such food.... that we r fortunate enough and capable enough to afford such food... b4 tryin to say the food sucks....commentin the food r bad onli make the ones around that r eatin feel bad.... so stop critisin food r not good.... so good u cook some like that for us... the things that i said r not meant to shoot any particular ppl.... if u find it offendin... im hereby to say its not u that im talkin abt...its just a piece of my mind... thank u....
and oh my god.. unable to try everything from there coz there r too much and im already full... lol... and.. and we chat and we chat and we chat again....so long never actually sit down together and eat together.... look how time flies by... so after that i choose to go and watch potc rather than rachelle's house to watch just follow laws.... so i wan to say sorry to david coz i din go accordin to how it was planned....coz i reali wanted to watch potc... and after watchin.... i din regret i choose this option...coz thats wad i wan... if i were to go out and have fun.. i dun wan to have anything to do with ppl's houses... when im out.. i wan to stay out.. so i rather go and watch potc(which i reli desire to watch) than rachelle's house.. i have a particular feelin abt goin out and stayin out all the time than goin to ppl house.... and i like the feelin... if u dun feel happy.. and i no u dunt... thats the reason i can give and i hope u accept my apologies...
ok..back to my topic... great. potc was GREAT.. its reli do... i love johnney!!!! mwuahaha... hes soooo funny in the movie and the movie was nice...at first dunnno wad it is talkin ablt coz i forgotten abt potc part 2... then in the middle finally figure out wad is goin on... yea.. ive improved!!!..usually i dun understand this ang moh movie coz i cannot catch wad they r talkin.... now i do :D and i no how to appreaciate such movie now... so i wan to watch part 2 again!!! i wan to understand the whole potc.... hmmm....i onli remember the endin part of potc part 2.... who got the cd? i wanna watch!!! ok... it ended at 7 and we went comics connection.... damn... i need money again.. fruit basket came out!!! i tot it was over... ok.. i have to save up and buy ... alot of new comics came...hais... money moooni maneey...
finally went out... and i have fun.... ahaha... thats all...ooooh.... thats a long post isnt it... mwuahaha...

stop sayin its not worth!
pizzted.......................

2007-06-04T12:00:00.000-07:00

im so frustrated!!!!!!! ROARRRRR......
ok.. thats not my blog.. so i cant do anything.. now its my blog.. so im goin to complain!!!!! i reli reli reli reli dun understand y some ppl just onli think of themselves.... they made their word.. and the last min they withdraw... hey comon.. wad is this la... shouldnt u ppl just make sure theres nothin goin to occur that day and make ur word.. i m just so fuckin irritated and disappointed with ppl that do this.... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck... its not ur fault... but i m angry with it... very... just feel like givin **** *** a very tight slap.... no need to guess... thats not a name....grrrrr.....
its not a very good week.... ytd coz of some idiot... resultin my sister cannot go her chalet and we have world war 3 in my house...cb.....beri pizzzzzted..... wakaooo....and i finally realise i have a GREAT father.... hes is so understandin.... unlike some ppl.... _|_ ..in case u guys nos wad that mean.... yes.. thats wad i feel like doin....wtf... and i love my papa....
ytd the screen went back to normal colour.. and guess wad.. today it changed back to PINK.... **** com.... i hate pink.....
and tml finally can go out.... and i feel so insecure abt it.. and i hate it.... and i just feel like burnin my holiday assign.... and i just hope i can disappear right now... and i no i cant.... and i m goin to stop my crap..... and thats it...
crap la.... tsk...

Y
fuckin holiday assignment..
fuck them..grrr...
pms-ing..dedede
fuck.

2007-06-02T23:30:00.000-07:00

i notice my other blog got the same amount of post at 2e5... woow.. 114 of them... same birthdates i suppose? lol..
ok this is gonna be so random coz i dunno wad to post abt.... ytd finally bear to touch the holiday assign... oh myyyy gooddd.... damn the physics... got oral presentation... wtf.. where got assignment like that one... grrrrr. have to find a partner ..... and i decided to do english when i flip open there r two to three full pages of compre.. plus another compo and funtional... see liao i also fallen asleep....wakaoo... and chinese.. also got compo and compre.... and the three sciences.... god.... hardly got any help from the textbook la... so difficult...=.=.... look at all these.. i decided to do e maths... much more easier lor.... and done not even half... i was reli sleepy and slept... see how assignment can make ppl tired...
i began to worry if i will be able to finish it.... i think i need to borrow from someone and copy... wahaha...
and later i have tuition... and the homework is another compo!!!! walaooooo.... and i m goin to rush through it.... i hate compossssssss..... i hate tuitionssssss.....
hais... aissgnments just freaked me out.... eeekssss.....
ok.. random....haha
tata~

2007-06-01T14:00:00.000-07:00

oh my ....look.. went to somebody's blog and found this...

man.. the one makin this photoshop is very pro....
and photo shop can make a person look reli nice .... and its very fake...
wow... technology nowadays...
or m i gettin old...
mwuahaha.....

there is alot of links to it.... oh my god...this too..

i m tellin myself now that i also wanna get those photoshop thingy!!!! its soooo fun..... and no wonder ppl look so kawaii or look like barbie dolls.... kinda fake.. lol.... wad a great wonder photoshop can make...laugh out loud

2007-06-01T13:00:00.000-07:00

wakaooooooo... i m so gonna smash the steeeupid computer screen... wad has it gone wrong.... instead of WHITE it turned PINK ...the whole background of white becomes PINK.. and now even if i wan to font the pink word into pink colour.. i cannot even figure out which is the actual pink.... oh my god.. now every colour on the screen is mixed with pink.... I HATE PINK NOW!!(no offence to those who like pink)try havin a pink screen...god...
its seriously hurtin my eye and i think by tml my eyesight is goin to increase... wad a lousy com... i wan a NEW COMPUTER!!! i need somebody to sponser me.... i WAN TO NEW COM! oh my god... dun tell me i have to survive with pink screen for few more years!!! tsk... somebody can help me fix it? or even tell me wad to do? i m goin madddd....
but its good that the com is workin well despite the pink... tsk... i feel that i m colour blind with lookin at the screen....
i feel like i m caged up in my house... i wanna go shoppin!! i wanna go HAVE FUN... i wanna go do lotsa things!!!! hais... sooooooo siannnnnnn........
ok nvm.. thats all.. tata~

why cant u just let me do the things i wanna do
i just wanna be me, i dun understand why
would u wanna bring me down
im onli havin fun
im gonna lead my life!!

2007-05-31T12:30:00.000-07:00

i m goin to be stuck at home until next week when the class is goin to sakura which is almost a week and i m goin to start rustin... oh god.. so little programme in the holidays...
kill me plssss......grahhhh....
how i wish i have nothin to do with holidays assignment!!!!!well nvm... tell me wad can i do at home....*faint*
so have been browsin around and takin the test in ur blogs.... and my results are like sh!t.... maybe i reali dunno u guys well... or maybe i did it in a rush and din read the questions properly...haha... in others words.. wad i m tryin to say.. just dun blame me.. whaha...
ok fine.. self entertainin....
if there is any programme pls call me... i m free to join in too.... seriously.. i m goin to decompose anything... so siannn...... actually i was goin to watch potc with them.. but they last min then inform me.. so i rejected... if wan inform.. inform earlier la...must be one day b4 so that i can claim money....mwuahaha...
so sad.. cannot go watch... anybody wan watch potc.... CALL ME.... i die also will go.... i wanna watch potc..... oh.. my johnney depp..... ma captain jack sparrow... lol... ok stop.. later ppl come beat me...
i wanna visit my mother.. its like few weeks away.... hais.. i hope time can tick faster... so slow....
random post sia.. nothin to post... so gonna browse around....
tata~!

2007-05-30T13:45:00.000-07:00

gosh... finally got all the to-be-done-by-me blogs done...
know wad... i have to take care of three blogs -2e5, 3e5, and mine.... god.. and onli within 2 hours of time... i have to change the links that u guys changed... so long never update the links and found out all the url r the old ones.. and i have to link through blogs to find which are the url.. and the stupid code always find me trouble.. ok.. maybe is i dumb dunno how to handle....
anyway.. i finally done my job and can update my blog... phew.... one request.. dun change ur links so often.... no... dun change it.... hard to get it changed sia.... this few days have been busin updatin blogs coz i long time never come online and deal with the bloggies ..... and i m done with my job....
just thinkin if i should change 3e5 blogskin... then it will take me another few hours..... sweat... somebody.. anybody from 3e5 can do that? try handlin 3 blogs at a time....*faint*
ok.. done with the official things.... now now.....
yay! we r gonna watch potc tml.. its tml! and dunno if it is planned.... nobody give me any news...
ytd went for the OSL meetin... tot very long one.. onli abt one hours dismissed -.-.... and i choose the group of designin flyers! sob.. the onli sec 3 there... damn david and esther.. pangseh me... ahah.... no la... they also choose the job they prefer.. so cant blame>.<.... nevermind... i din no its so hard to design flyers and posters!!! coz u dunno wad is appropriate to include inside... and u have to contain limited words.. and have specific pictures... and think of how to attract ppl to look at it rather than throwin it away... =.=.... but i m able to handle that.. woahaha....
now at home to sian.... have to do all the chores... the worst is holiday assign.. everytime think of that just changed my mood.. damn the teachers... haven even wrote a word... dunno if theres project included like last time.. hais....nvm....
hope tml i m able to go out and have fun.. rather than stayin athome and rust... arg... and i m lookin forward to visit my dearest mummy! i hope to see her.. and we r plannin to go malaysia... first time that we go overseas! so pathetic.. and if my grandma dun allow.. i shall stab a knife into her body...humph.... i just hope for the better...
my post r so borin.. faster let me go out and have something to do....so at least i have something to blog.. lol....that all...

2007-05-28T18:00:00.000-07:00

Tada~!!!
i have created a new blog!.... took me damn few hours when i can use it to play online games... bhurrr...
this skin first time use... code so complicated la... make me sweat sia... but theres result for the hardwork! finally done.. :) imma so satisfied.....
i will link guys if u wan me to... u can link me if u wan to... haha...
yeah... done! im done! im finally done with it...:D
ok... off to my games.... visit often yea... lol...
tata~!