Sunday, July 15, 2007so long never post le.. now also cannot post much.. so just to say i will update da blog soon.. coz my com always hang and pissed me off.. even if i can come online... i always dun have da time....
i have got so many to say... but no time to post....
so post next time...
time to go~
tata~
♥I crapped at
11:30 AM
i have got so many to say... but no time to post....
so post next time...
time to go~
tata~
♥I crapped at11:30 AM
Sunday, July 8, 2007a song my sister introduced to me... fall in love once i heard it.. so nice.. its in the play list...
nabei.. ytd i was suppose to go osl newspaper collection.... i made two alarms... and guess wad... i still overslept!!! too tired already... both alarms rang and i continue sleepin ...we were suppose to meet at 8 90... i 9 then wake up.. 10 then reach.... heng teacher din say anything... and i also dun have to do anything... just wait for the ppl to bring down newspaper... whaahaha.... other classes doin CIP.. so the osl onli have to watch them collect.... waahahaha.... no la.... still very tirin downstair.. have to help stack up thing.... still have to carry a very very very large tv set and we need almost 5 to collect it..... 2 ppl cant even move it.. onli can slide the tv.. i guess the bottom of the tv kena slide until spoil liao..... and WTF LAAAA..... when the ppl came to collect they say the tv wasnt in any use!!! walan.. make us carry downstairs then say nobody wan buy..... but in the end they brought it back to see if the others wanted.... so heavy.. if they say they dun wan then im goin go crazy... waste my time for that tv....
ytd saw the previous campus supestar champion at the mrt!!! he was goin to wm i guess...n i was so over him... i mean excited la....i dun like him though... and my fren say i was too overreacted.... where got.... my reaction is consider normal liao lor... just cant imagine i would see the person personally... he look so normal.... just like a human being... but i just cant help noticin a superstar walkin in front of me like there nothin new.... there is somethings to be happy about..to me a superstar is somebody that is inside a tv.. behind a screen... where u onli can see but not touch...where u will never get to see in real life... so .....superstar gets me goin... and we made eye contact... WAHAHAHAHAHA...... shuang.... phewww....
nowadays my com reli got prob.. so dunno when and wad time i would get to be online... so faster use it whenever i got the time... but i guess thats all i have to say....
tata~ fuck school man.. tml have to go school early again.... fuck.
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for my own reference...
the lyrice of the song i wanted to recommend... listen to it!
Woke up today, thinkin of you
Another night, and i made my way through
So many dreams, still you're left in my mind
But they can never come true, ooh yeah
I press rewind, i remember when
I close my eyes, and im with you again
But in the end, i can still feel the pain
Everytime i hear your name
[chorus:]
The sun wont shine since you ran away
Seems like the rain's fallin everyday
There's just one heart where there once was two
That's the way it's gonna be
Until i get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and i thought you were there
I run away but i just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that i could have you here
[chorus]
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can i run so i won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go
♥I crapped at
12:30 PM
nabei.. ytd i was suppose to go osl newspaper collection.... i made two alarms... and guess wad... i still overslept!!! too tired already... both alarms rang and i continue sleepin ...we were suppose to meet at 8 90... i 9 then wake up.. 10 then reach.... heng teacher din say anything... and i also dun have to do anything... just wait for the ppl to bring down newspaper... whaahaha.... other classes doin CIP.. so the osl onli have to watch them collect.... waahahaha.... no la.... still very tirin downstair.. have to help stack up thing.... still have to carry a very very very large tv set and we need almost 5 to collect it..... 2 ppl cant even move it.. onli can slide the tv.. i guess the bottom of the tv kena slide until spoil liao..... and WTF LAAAA..... when the ppl came to collect they say the tv wasnt in any use!!! walan.. make us carry downstairs then say nobody wan buy..... but in the end they brought it back to see if the others wanted.... so heavy.. if they say they dun wan then im goin go crazy... waste my time for that tv....
ytd saw the previous campus supestar champion at the mrt!!! he was goin to wm i guess...n i was so over him... i mean excited la....i dun like him though... and my fren say i was too overreacted.... where got.... my reaction is consider normal liao lor... just cant imagine i would see the person personally... he look so normal.... just like a human being... but i just cant help noticin a superstar walkin in front of me like there nothin new.... there is somethings to be happy about..to me a superstar is somebody that is inside a tv.. behind a screen... where u onli can see but not touch...where u will never get to see in real life... so .....superstar gets me goin... and we made eye contact... WAHAHAHAHAHA...... shuang.... phewww....
nowadays my com reli got prob.. so dunno when and wad time i would get to be online... so faster use it whenever i got the time... but i guess thats all i have to say....
tata~ fuck school man.. tml have to go school early again.... fuck.
___________________________________________________________________
for my own reference...
the lyrice of the song i wanted to recommend... listen to it!
Woke up today, thinkin of you
Another night, and i made my way through
So many dreams, still you're left in my mind
But they can never come true, ooh yeah
I press rewind, i remember when
I close my eyes, and im with you again
But in the end, i can still feel the pain
Everytime i hear your name
[chorus:]
The sun wont shine since you ran away
Seems like the rain's fallin everyday
There's just one heart where there once was two
That's the way it's gonna be
Until i get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and i thought you were there
I run away but i just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that i could have you here
[chorus]
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can i run so i won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go
♥I crapped at12:30 PM
Friday, July 6, 2007dammit... im still in a holiday mood.....
how i wish i can have as long as a 6 month of holiday.....
i just feel so tired..... everyday have to wake up so early and have so many homework to rush and test to do... few days ago have to wrap up presents.... and decorate it.... just buyin it after a dance practice which ends at 6... its already 9pm after i reached home.. and i tot its compulsory to give it the next day... and i had it half done ONLY at 2 30am... which mean i could onli get at least a three hour sleep coz i have to wake up at 5 30... but just so suay i overslept and woke up after 6.... wad a day....and the lesson after that r so blurrish to me.. and i look sleepy... no energy even if i had filled my stomach.... i m gonna try not to work until so late again.. but jus ytd i sleep at 1 30am.. which gave another one hour... 3 days added up.. we should get at least 16 hours for a healthy sleep.. but i onli had 7... which is worst... not even half the time... siannn... so the test i've done r all rubbish.....
god.. i have the temptation to eat dessert right now.... its so hot nowadays.... not much difference in the night.... booo.... mid year sucks.... hottest month of the year..
tml have newspaper collection.. sian.... and many ppl r backni out suddenly.. but i guess i still have to stick to it... onli if a person accompany me..
nth much to say.. i guess thats all....
♥I crapped at
11:00 PM
how i wish i can have as long as a 6 month of holiday.....
i just feel so tired..... everyday have to wake up so early and have so many homework to rush and test to do... few days ago have to wrap up presents.... and decorate it.... just buyin it after a dance practice which ends at 6... its already 9pm after i reached home.. and i tot its compulsory to give it the next day... and i had it half done ONLY at 2 30am... which mean i could onli get at least a three hour sleep coz i have to wake up at 5 30... but just so suay i overslept and woke up after 6.... wad a day....and the lesson after that r so blurrish to me.. and i look sleepy... no energy even if i had filled my stomach.... i m gonna try not to work until so late again.. but jus ytd i sleep at 1 30am.. which gave another one hour... 3 days added up.. we should get at least 16 hours for a healthy sleep.. but i onli had 7... which is worst... not even half the time... siannn... so the test i've done r all rubbish.....
god.. i have the temptation to eat dessert right now.... its so hot nowadays.... not much difference in the night.... booo.... mid year sucks.... hottest month of the year..
tml have newspaper collection.. sian.... and many ppl r backni out suddenly.. but i guess i still have to stick to it... onli if a person accompany me..
nth much to say.. i guess thats all....
♥I crapped at11:00 PM
Thursday, July 5, 2007few days ago actually wanted to post abt the outin... but went back and was very tired.. had to use the com with half closed eyes.....first time in my life did i ever let down my hair when goin out... so i din being myself and felt weird all along... weirrddd.....
well any way... it look kinda "old" mention by someone... so sad.. but any way..its my first initial and i guess im fine with that.. so long as i wasnt laughed at....
went to dhouby ghaut(wrong spellin) to plaza sing ... not there but at another shoppin centre which is few walks away.... first time went there.... and firstly went to buy the movie tickets.. the show was 2.30 but that time was like 11 plus.. have to slack for 3 hours(faint)....so went to the dunno coffee where... those expensive hardly able to afford coffee restaurant.. without any important matter.. i hardly will step into it... so the rich kids like lifang and wilson plus esther wanted to drink coffee thus we went there...
then went makan makan...growl.... i was almost dyin of hunger.. coz the food court there got nothin i like... and im on hard cash too....booo..... so all day long i onli had few sip of coffee.. few mouth of oyster mee and half hot dog bread.. and i have to tolerate it until 7... (faint again)
ahhhhh... the movie damn nice... the girl who leapt through time.... FULL MARKS.... though not the endin i wan to see.... its like those anime movie like spirited away and howl's moving castle... damn nice.... no wonder i like anime so much... simply lurve them.... then went arcade and played the basketball.... so fun.... throughout the day.... so tired tooo..... that the report for ytd...
some picture gonna upload.... its abit weird... even i feel that too...so i chose those "better lookin" ones...heng some of them r blurrr...i thank the phototakin men....
on tuesday got youth day... kaopei... youth day still make the lesson normal.. have to stay at school until so late even if its youth day.... no difference lor... walan... wed have to go back dancin... syf dance that we practice for month.. and now almost the whole dance group forgotten their steps... that includes me la.... seriously... when the dance group hand to our batch... sure need to close de.... have to maintain our standard for the upcomin performance... i find it rather.... difficult.... no... its impossible..... booo.... i wan the seniors back... we cannot handle such responsibility.. we had let down all our seniors... booohoo... and after months of no stretchin... all of us r back to the square ones.... the rubber band went back to its original shape... i needa go improve on it too....
♥I crapped at
11:30 PM
well any way... it look kinda "old" mention by someone... so sad.. but any way..its my first initial and i guess im fine with that.. so long as i wasnt laughed at....
went to dhouby ghaut(wrong spellin) to plaza sing ... not there but at another shoppin centre which is few walks away.... first time went there.... and firstly went to buy the movie tickets.. the show was 2.30 but that time was like 11 plus.. have to slack for 3 hours(faint)....so went to the dunno coffee where... those expensive hardly able to afford coffee restaurant.. without any important matter.. i hardly will step into it... so the rich kids like lifang and wilson plus esther wanted to drink coffee thus we went there...
then went makan makan...growl.... i was almost dyin of hunger.. coz the food court there got nothin i like... and im on hard cash too....booo..... so all day long i onli had few sip of coffee.. few mouth of oyster mee and half hot dog bread.. and i have to tolerate it until 7... (faint again)
ahhhhh... the movie damn nice... the girl who leapt through time.... FULL MARKS.... though not the endin i wan to see.... its like those anime movie like spirited away and howl's moving castle... damn nice.... no wonder i like anime so much... simply lurve them.... then went arcade and played the basketball.... so fun.... throughout the day.... so tired tooo..... that the report for ytd...
some picture gonna upload.... its abit weird... even i feel that too...so i chose those "better lookin" ones...heng some of them r blurrr...i thank the phototakin men....
on tuesday got youth day... kaopei... youth day still make the lesson normal.. have to stay at school until so late even if its youth day.... no difference lor... walan... wed have to go back dancin... syf dance that we practice for month.. and now almost the whole dance group forgotten their steps... that includes me la.... seriously... when the dance group hand to our batch... sure need to close de.... have to maintain our standard for the upcomin performance... i find it rather.... difficult.... no... its impossible..... booo.... i wan the seniors back... we cannot handle such responsibility.. we had let down all our seniors... booohoo... and after months of no stretchin... all of us r back to the square ones.... the rubber band went back to its original shape... i needa go improve on it too....
tml got sport heat...in the past always e5 win.. and i hope this year's the same..... i pray... lets hope for tml.....
i have so little things to say now.... i dunno wad to talk abt.... maybe some other day then.. its a tirin week afterall...
tata
yay!yay!yay!
i gotten back my handphone!
its MY handphone!
i finally had it back!
♥I crapped at11:30 PM
Sunday, July 1, 2007GRAHHHHH... WHERE THE HELL IN THE EARTH CONTAINS AT LEAST SOME FAIRNESS FOR ME?
guess wad....I WAS SUPPOSE TO GET BACK MY HP ON FRIDAY..... just becoz she is BUSY doesnt means that she can drag for THREE MORE DAYS B4 RETURNIN IT TO ME.... WAD THE HELLL.... NOT FAIR LA....
god... i m beginin to hate the fuckin school more than eva.... at first i had my anger down... i browse through sb blog and saw that person mentionin a unreasonable parent who wanted to get back their child handphone... and keep on sayin the bad side.... it our handphone... we bought it with our own money... not theirs.... if that person simply hate such troublesome matter... y cant the school simply allow handphones.... still dare complain ... kao.... is there such thing that we can report to the police for ppl takin our handphone without askin for OUR consent and sayin that its their right to have the handphone confiscated?! fuck them laaa....that is consider takin it and pointin it out sayin its their right...y not i just take their handphone and say its my right coz school doesnt allow handphones.... their r abusin their priorities just becos they r HIGHER than us.... students doesnt have the right to be respected? where got such things one.... u confiscated it and after the time of confication is up... u simply say u r busy and find u ANOTHER DAY.... 3 more days.... 3 MORE DAYS... r u goin to fill up the extra time u taken? hell... school rules got say can add more days of confiscation ah....walan.... seems like i m makin a big fuss.... but it just boils my ANGER....confiscatin onli MY hp is already unfair to me... now even add more days... SIMPLY SHOWS THAT IT MORE UNFAIR!!!! shit u la....cb.... my handphone or ur hp now... it my right or ur right now.... i got the right to get it back immediately on the day of retunin it back la....too much sia.. doesnt mean u r the ******** means u got the right to do wad u wan.....
bullshit....
i hate u....
booooooooo~
the worst school i seen..
it harder to communicate nowadays..... i cant find at least sb to spill my problem.... i dun need so many.. just one.. one that can be trusted.. the stress is so intense now... can i somehow dun study? we live to be happy.... if it already killin me... wads the point of livin.. i guess there is no way better if i grown up... growin up is worst.... we have to deal with more things....the whole journey of my life is so miserable... doesnt seem like i can find any happiness by stressin out myself to the extend that u cant even control it or being urself... that isnt life.... i hatelife... and if there is a point of choosin to be born..i would choose not to... though at least if we r born we can see the world... but i dun have the energy to stress myself up in order to live on earth....then i rather not see the world... i m just too lazy and worn out to see more of it.... tired of it.... wad the point of livin if i cant be happy.... bull shit... i guess i m talkin nonsense again .
i need a tutor cum councillor+somebody that realise my importance...
wads life?
tell me.
im so stress out...
school is killin me...
btvss sucks...
express stream sucks more....
boooooo
__________________________________________________________________
OH RIGHT...
A HAPPY 15th BURSTDAY TO ESTHER TAY!!!!!
Found the jj lyrics for my own reference:)
绝对的完美一双手
不流汗也不发抖
交叉在微笑的背后
暗藏危险的轮廓
在你最放松的时候
绝不带着任何感情就下手
从来不回头
开始的感觉 不会痛 不会痛
放大的瞳孔 就像作梦
幸福的错觉 很温暖 很包容
也许还期待
这是致命的冲动 你不懂 我不懂
究竟杀手为什么存在
因为爱 还是未知的未来
心情放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
数着心跳等待
所有念头全抛开 锁进来 进来
这美丽的悲哀
这是爱 就是爱 全世界都不明白
心情放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
感觉饥饿难耐
需要你填满空白 锁进来 进来
这美丽的悲哀
这是爱 就是爱 只有你明白
wow... this website got all of jj lin's new album song...
http://91f.org/lbgq.asp?music=237848,237849,237850,237851,237852,237853,237854,237855,237856,237857,237858,237859,237860
♥I crapped at
11:30 AM
guess wad....I WAS SUPPOSE TO GET BACK MY HP ON FRIDAY..... just becoz she is BUSY doesnt means that she can drag for THREE MORE DAYS B4 RETURNIN IT TO ME.... WAD THE HELLL.... NOT FAIR LA....
god... i m beginin to hate the fuckin school more than eva.... at first i had my anger down... i browse through sb blog and saw that person mentionin a unreasonable parent who wanted to get back their child handphone... and keep on sayin the bad side.... it our handphone... we bought it with our own money... not theirs.... if that person simply hate such troublesome matter... y cant the school simply allow handphones.... still dare complain ... kao.... is there such thing that we can report to the police for ppl takin our handphone without askin for OUR consent and sayin that its their right to have the handphone confiscated?! fuck them laaa....that is consider takin it and pointin it out sayin its their right...y not i just take their handphone and say its my right coz school doesnt allow handphones.... their r abusin their priorities just becos they r HIGHER than us.... students doesnt have the right to be respected? where got such things one.... u confiscated it and after the time of confication is up... u simply say u r busy and find u ANOTHER DAY.... 3 more days.... 3 MORE DAYS... r u goin to fill up the extra time u taken? hell... school rules got say can add more days of confiscation ah....walan.... seems like i m makin a big fuss.... but it just boils my ANGER....confiscatin onli MY hp is already unfair to me... now even add more days... SIMPLY SHOWS THAT IT MORE UNFAIR!!!! shit u la....cb.... my handphone or ur hp now... it my right or ur right now.... i got the right to get it back immediately on the day of retunin it back la....too much sia.. doesnt mean u r the ******** means u got the right to do wad u wan.....
bullshit....
i hate u....
booooooooo~
the worst school i seen..
it harder to communicate nowadays..... i cant find at least sb to spill my problem.... i dun need so many.. just one.. one that can be trusted.. the stress is so intense now... can i somehow dun study? we live to be happy.... if it already killin me... wads the point of livin.. i guess there is no way better if i grown up... growin up is worst.... we have to deal with more things....the whole journey of my life is so miserable... doesnt seem like i can find any happiness by stressin out myself to the extend that u cant even control it or being urself... that isnt life.... i hatelife... and if there is a point of choosin to be born..i would choose not to... though at least if we r born we can see the world... but i dun have the energy to stress myself up in order to live on earth....then i rather not see the world... i m just too lazy and worn out to see more of it.... tired of it.... wad the point of livin if i cant be happy.... bull shit... i guess i m talkin nonsense again .
i need a tutor cum councillor+somebody that realise my importance...
wads life?
tell me.
im so stress out...
school is killin me...
btvss sucks...
express stream sucks more....
boooooo
__________________________________________________________________
OH RIGHT...
A HAPPY 15th BURSTDAY TO ESTHER TAY!!!!!
Found the jj lyrics for my own reference:)
绝对的完美一双手
不流汗也不发抖
交叉在微笑的背后
暗藏危险的轮廓
在你最放松的时候
绝不带着任何感情就下手
从来不回头
开始的感觉 不会痛 不会痛
放大的瞳孔 就像作梦
幸福的错觉 很温暖 很包容
也许还期待
这是致命的冲动 你不懂 我不懂
究竟杀手为什么存在
因为爱 还是未知的未来
心情放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
数着心跳等待
所有念头全抛开 锁进来 进来
这美丽的悲哀
这是爱 就是爱 全世界都不明白
心情放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
感觉饥饿难耐
需要你填满空白 锁进来 进来
这美丽的悲哀
这是爱 就是爱 只有你明白
wow... this website got all of jj lin's new album song...
http://91f.org/lbgq.asp?music=237848,237849,237850,237851,237852,237853,237854,237855,237856,237857,237858,237859,237860
♥I crapped at11:30 AM